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Loop

It has been a while since i have written anything in this department.And, i see that many of you guys have left a comment on the wrong blog :). This is another venture into my stupid dream world. It was the day before my candidacy exam. A couple of weeks back and i was to present something infront of a committee.So, the night before i was sleeping peacefully and i enter the regular dream world.

I was walking down College avenue. I could even feel the light wind on my face. The signal turned to "walk" and i began crossing the road, when i hear a voice behind me call out my name, very indistinctly,"Totti..karthik".I don't recognize the voice and i turn back to see who it is.And, i find the committee member standing there.It was shocking.I remember getting up and shaking my head.How the hell did my mind know whom to expect.You see what i am trying to say?

Next night, i see this loopy thing going on again! I dreamt i didnt wake up even for the alarm. Then, susu came to my room and i told him how i didnt wake up for the alarm. Then i went downstairs and checked my email!! All the while, i was in bed dreaming this whole thing!! Goddamn! i was up and getting ready and at the same time sleeping.How is that for a reason not to make it to the scheduled meeting at 10:00??

Once my roommate dreamt that his advisor cancelled the meeting and didnt end up at the meeting. I am not sure if his advisor bought the idea for not showing up for meetings.More on dreams soon.

Nested Dreaming

This has happened in the past couple of days. I have been seeing what i have called them "Nested Dreams" . In the first it almost went recursively, i don't remember a few details clearly but i went something like i was having PJ Session with someone. It was really funny. I distinctly remember that it was funny and some part of me told me that i was dreaming and i looked carefully and i found the PJs really funny. But then, i didnt remember anything in the morning. Then , i woke up (in my dreams) and told Shiva that i saw this funny dream. After sometime, i realized that i was still dreaming. Then i slept off. I woke up and told shiva about all this but i again realised that i was dreaming. Dejavu. This happened another couple of times. There was this another time where i kept the same sequence again till i was pained. And then last night, i was in a class and this time, i was putting some PJs in the class. In the Morning, i told Shiva about this class, and to my surprise i found that i was dreaming.

I am gonna die

I have a new idea for using this blog. I can remember many of my dreams i see during night times (Day dreaming is not a very good indication of productive days). So, i thought i could write them all here.May be some day, i can sit and interpret them.

Today is July 09,2004.

I was in a Bio class. The same, BMB 401, which i flunked (nearly,i put a D in this, which is pretty bad because i am a grad student). There were many of my friends in the class. I vividly saw maggu, guru and Mudit. I vaguely remember some other people but i can't say for sure. Then i started running towards bogs just before the class.And then i woke up and went to bogs, discharged a tank full of piss and came back and slept again.

Part 2.

I died already. I died because of some heart ailment. I am going to die again, the same symptons show up again and i am going to go again. This time there is this doctor TIN (no idea what this means) but he pressed my left hand and there was pain in my right hand.He pressed my left leg and there was pain in my right leg. The diagnosis: My heart was confused in which direction the blood has to flow.So, they had to do a open surgery.They gave me two options. One was the quick way, with little pain and more risk. The other was much more painful but i might live. I don't remember which i chose.

I don't remember any others for now.So, i will just stop here.

I feel that dreams are shadows of the things that affect us most during a day or a certain period. And since they are shadows, they overlap with other shadows. They also have a connection with the reality. Like, sometimes when you are dreaming and some apparent aberration like ringing of a bell when there is no bell suppoed to be there, is an intrusion from real world.Dreams are very mysterious and they do have a very powerful effect on our daily lives. Happy dreams are an indication of optimism and generally well being. Troubled dreams could be because of some misery, pessimism or paranoia. There is lots to say about dreams. Will write later.bye for now.

Enlarged mail boxes

now i have such huge mail boxes that i need not delete any of my mails. 1 GB in rediff , 100 MB in yahoo!

Hee Haa Haa Haa

My other blog and Orkut

Hi,
I have not been updating this site since the first get set go.Basically, i write all my content at Grave/Garden site on rediff.Anyways....i might add some junk later

Get,Set,Go!

I don't know the reason i am starting this new blog. I already have another one. May be i was just tempted by "GOogle". I warn the readers not to expect a lot of intellectual content in my articles. I tend to keep it to a minimum :) . More later.